Well, yeah.. I'm definitely sad/depressed a lot, but that just makes sense.
I've been around many schizophrenic people, I know I'm not there yet. The description of it being like a waking dream state is very apt.
The thing that concerns me is that I wouldn't be aware if it had happened. From my point of view, nothing I do is crazy.
I've been preparing for it all my life. Part of that preparation was to learn to never be afraid enough to lash out at anyone. Shaped my personality. (500)
Cy
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