Notorious G.I.G.(I.) 🍄‍🟫 on Nostr: I was wondering when the corn cobbing post was coming! The hilarious thing is: if she ...

I was wondering when the corn cobbing post was coming!

The hilarious thing is: if she was actually happy with her life as it is, it would be a total fucking win-win.

She is living the life that I absolutely would have designed for her as my own personal hell.

Except: she did it to herself, and I didn't have to do a fucking thing! 🤷🏾‍♀️😂

I wonder if she thinks about the trajectory she thought she was on and compares it to where her life actually is. I can see how that might be a total let down. The last emblem of her old life was removed last month when the big face in the window got taken down by the Chinatown Centre.

These five years have aged her dramatically. It's hard to look at her and remember that she's not even 40.

Meanwhile, as I close in on 60, it's interesting to think about what might be different for me. I would definitely have different friends. Or maybe fewer friends.
Or at the very least, some of the friendships would not be as deep as they are.

I'm definitely at the age where women become invisible, but that's not happening.

I was on the fash radar years before she appeared. I still remember the first time one of the more aggressive fash sent a message about "that n*gger bitch" to MDC, almost a decade ago.

So, I'm not sure that much has actually changed. Would we still be one org instead of three? I don't know.
I do know that this works a lot better, and maybe on some level we should thank her for sparking the evolution by making it necessary for me to step away. 🤷🏾‍♀️

Everything else is pretty much where it probably would have ended up anyway. Maybe slightly different in that certain friendships are deeper and that has facilitated some shifts. I don't know.

Anyway, happy rebirthday.
May you get everything you deserve.

#CarymaSad #CarymaNgo