Miriam, Crowdfunding Witch on Nostr: ive harped on this before, but from my first puberty in my teens to my second puberty ...

ive harped on this before, but from my first puberty in my teens to my second puberty in my forties i did not recognize myself in the mirror. every time i looked id steel myself for the shock of seeing what i looked like that day.

i couldnt have described to you then that i was supposed to look like. i probably would not have even been able to articulate that i looked *wrong*. i just thought that was how it was. i thought everybody winced at the mirror and muttered "oh jeez, really?!"