KaiserKitty on Nostr: Wish everyone would just disappear. I hate seeing other people being happy in social ...

Wish everyone would just disappear. I hate seeing other people being happy in social situations. Why do they get to be treated like people but I’m forced to endlessly remember all the times I puked in front of people and the times people just ignored me and my texts and made new group chats without me while just ignoring every attempt I made to socialize.

I hate other humans so much why do they despise me? Why am I so fucking bad? Why does being busy with chores mean going out with everyone but me? I just get so anxious now trying to talk to people because it makes me so sad I need to hide in corners I cry and then everyone manages to see me crying anyway.