I try to keep my focus on what's positive, but it's been hard lately. I tried to get help on here finding a job or even some small financial support since my partner and I spent the last of our money getting out of a bad situation and moving to #Portland, #Oregon. I appreciated everyone's boosts but nothing came of it. I'm looking elsewhere for support, but it's getting too late to make enough money to pay rent at the end of the month. I ran out of one of my medications and I have to wait until February to see a doctor about it. I would get some on the grey market, if it's still possible, but rent is a higher priority. I can function without it, but everything wears me out faster. I get annoyed more easily.
People keep emailing me inviting me to "train #AI" or contribute to some #LLM math project. I regret the extent I was ever involved with machine learning, and now it feels like I'm being punished. Obviously I don't take the work.
#trans #transgender #math #mathematics #MachineLearning #GetFediHired #MutualAid #MutualAidRequest
Charlotte Aten
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2026-10-16 03:03:00 UTC
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