savetoleen on Nostr: Tonight, for the first time in my entire life, I hate myself. I hate the hour I was ...
Tonight, for the first time in my entire life, I hate myself.
I hate the hour I was born from the depths of my heart.
It was a night of pure terror, in every sense of the word.
We couldn’t sleep. Not for a moment. Not even a blink.
For the first time, I truly experienced what it means to live in a tent during winter storms.
The wind was violent—it felt like it lifted us and everything around us.
The rain soaked other tents from the inside, and all our belongings were drenched.
Please donate 🙏
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