!Scuret! on Nostr: Is it wrong or bad to feel so bitter right now? Everyone heres finding kids to love ...
Is it wrong or bad to feel so bitter right now? Everyone heres finding kids to love and cherish. i wish i was one of the lucky few. posted my address, admitted multiple times about what i want, was constantly bold and blunt about everything, as i was suggested. still no pedo bf/gf wanting to meet up and love me forever and date and cherish me, and willing to take me away from this frustrating and manipulative household. Or at least someone who can be there in my life to support me through it. I wish I was lucky.. If only, maybe someday soon. I can only hope and pray to our lord and savior, whom all can rely on, whom loves all. I wish i was like that... pure with a heart of gold... but no, i had to be bitter and rotten. im sorry, im sorry im a bad girl. i will be good, i promise... im sorry im too headstrong, im sorry im too dense to be what people want. how do i be better..? i want to be appealing, to be loved.. but who would? who would want me? i will keep remaining wishful for now, i will keep hoping and praying, but.. for how long must i continue? i cou.d never know. i can only hope..
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