mleku on Nostr: oof. i just woke up kicking just before. in the half-dream state i saw my toenail was ...

oof. i just woke up kicking just before. in the half-dream state i saw my toenail was cracked. i put a light on it after waking properly and yes indeed i had cracked my nail.

when i was in the hospital, i kicked - hypnic jerks - quite frequently upon waking. side effect of the ketamine. literally almost injured myself one time. i don't have these kinds of kicking dreams very often but when i'm really stressed and people are driving me crazy, it happens a lot more often. imagine, it's not bad enough that i already have a still half wobbly bone fracture in my leg but then i am kicking with that leg in my dreams.

i'm so tired boss. pray for me that the police send my passport back and i can get the fuck out of this shithole country.