Fair enough.
The problem I found practicing Christianity was the more I knew, the more I realized I couldn't reconcile everything into the paradigm I held at any given time, so near the end I kept having to switch traditions to ease my conscience so my aim would be right.
By the end my aim ended up not being Christian at all, at least not in an orthodox way. I still have a great appreciation for the Christian tradition but the only way to solve the paradox of my own orientation was by relocating outside of it.
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