If we were talking about a hammer, perhaps.
A tool that has, in its construction, training and operation caused massive economic, environmental and societal harm *before you even start to use it* is a bad tool.
How you, personally, are going to use the tool does not in any way affect the massive harms already done and which continue to be done, all to enrich a select few billionaires.
You have only one choice to make.
(Yoda voice): Use, or use not. There is no "how".