Ari [APz] Sovijärvi on Nostr: I'm having trouble finding more strength in me to keep on disappointing time after ...

I'm having trouble finding more strength in me to keep on disappointing time after time after time. I've already had this total apathy towards anything new in the tech for a long time now and constantly having everything I depend on even slightly pull moves like this just feels like one never ending slap in the face.

I had trouble quantifying what makes working on retro tech so satisfying, but it's just the whole aspect of it being dependable with no constant negative surprises and betrayals.