Averyx on Nostr: If I remember correctly, it revolved around my feeling of being a goddess, capable of ...

If I remember correctly, it revolved around my feeling of being a goddess, capable of bringing salvation to people through pain and suffering, guiding them toward a higher state along what I believed to be the only path to "The Great Salvation". But the oath itself was so convoluted that it gave me a headache. I felt drawn into something I neither fully understood nor genuinely embraced.