Toilet full of bugs on Nostr: I can visualise or replay stuff in my head, so I don't have aphantasia, but I don't ...
I can visualise or replay stuff in my head, so I don't have aphantasia, but I don't relate to people who say they have an 'internal monologue'. I think in pure wordless concepts, not in actual words, so when I want to say something I have to translate the concepts into words, which takes effort. It's frustrating when I have a clear concept in my head but I don't know how to say it; it makes me feel like a toddler.
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2026-10-03 10:49:59 UTCEvent JSON
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