hegatherhohrnws on Nostr: i mean, i'm on disability. the mental health professional i see about my mental ...

i mean, i'm on disability. the mental health professional i see about my mental health is very clear this is a time for me to heal, and logically, she's right. i can't get better unless i stop the stressing, this time should be reserved for recovery

but also? time keeps ticking away. every second of every day, i have less time. either i'm wasting this minute or i'm not. if i'm going to be alive (i am), then the pressure is on